Heyhey ;DD.
Erm, well, dont ask me why im still
up at this late hour ;O.

Actually, its not that late lahh.
its like almost One in the morning ;D.

Hmmm, dont feel like sleeping i guess.
Suddenly felt like its the June or Dec holidays. ;O.
Feel like staying up all night. (:

But still dont know whether i could hang til there.
Cause i went jogging like around 6 just now.
Or should i say, six yesterday evening ._.

Yeahhhh, then like kinda exhausted.
Hahahaha, but still wish to stay up all night (:

Tsk, today only managed to do finish
Phy. science homework lah. .___. i havent mug
for my tests for the upcoming week -.-!

And why do all the different subject teachers
like to put all the tests in one week.
i have like, three tests next week lahhh.

Wth, i bet they were secretly planning this.
Like want us to be stressed out / scared or something.
Ohmygahhd, they have a SECRET COLLABORATION ! ;/

Haahahah, Over-drAHma. (:
Hmmm, now suddenly addicted to 1st Lady.

Ohh, can say last time shes quite popular,
But now like yeahhh, LOL.
and like now im listening to all her old songs.

Very nice leh ;D Heehee,
all about love one lahhhhh. ;D ;D.

But most of them like sadsad one ):
So like i kena the Sad-bug. im likee, so emoo now!

Howhowhow. im like thinking and missing
about the past. About manymany things lahhh.
Like happy days before some things happened and ruined them -.-

Hmmm yeah. Hais, im like, feeling damn empty inside now.
Very long havent had that feeling alr.

Home's quiet, except with the music playing.
But somehow, its just quiet. Not peaceful, but, quiet.
Like theres nobody; nobody to care, to love and get them in return.

Uhye, this kind of feeling not all of the entire human race
would be able to understand lah. I mean, normal
people wont be able to, at least. Lol (:

Ohmygahhd. the songs are really getting to me.
But somehow i missed being so busy again.
Like everyday come home, eat dinner, shower and sleep.
Dont have the time to even think about all these,
Heartbreaking moments, or whatever you call it ;O.

No words could really decribe them perfectly.
LOL, yeahh, its true. ;DDDDDDD.
Hmmm, I miss Thee-Nikeys.
Pink, Orange, Light Green, Red,
Dark Green, Black, Transparent White.

Hais. i hope theyll notice i wrote something about them in
one of my pictures i put on facebook... ;

Hmmm, okayyy, then i thought about Love ;/
LOl, sounds weird when i kinda enphasised
it when im saying it in my mind. HAHAHA !

;/ Okay. Im gonna stop.
Stopping soon. Alright, stopped.


; ♥ -
I forgot to tell you that i love you.
i regretted it. i wish youd come back, back into my life.

Should i smile that we're friends now or cry that our status wont ever change again?

Hello ;DD.
Not much to post today.
Today was a Long, Long, day .__.
Well not exactly long, cause school ended
at four thirty today, qutie early alr ;D.

But as in, the process of it,
if you even know what im try'na say. ;/

Uhhh, aye, just after today,
i realised one thing about myself.
Not that i, didnt know, but just that today more obvious.

Ima' immature.
In terms of thinking and my actions __.

Well i wont change my actions that much i guess,
but i know and have to grow, through thinking.
i need to think before i act and jump to conclusions from now.

Cause all these jumping to conclusions are really,
always worning me out these days. D:

Andandand, i also have to like,
try to learn to control my emotions better.

I dont wanna appear pissed at something,
that actually, is not worth being pissed at (: (:.

Alright, so like yeahhhh.
Two lessons for the dayyyy ;DDD

Number One : Grow in terms of thinking.
Number Two : Learn to control my emotions.

Alright, donedonedone ;DDD.
Im done. Just. done. Yes. Buhbye ^^,)x.



Hello all.
Today dont really have a Great mood lah.
So sorry, maybe will be like, venting my anger here ;/

Now got time so come blog awhile.
Anyway also nothing to do, actually,
theres like a pile of newspaper waiting me to read. ;X

Ohwells. Im like lazy and no mood to do those stuff now.
Like yeahhh, and it seems like i havent been using the comp for quite a while now.

Yeahhh, im like bored and like nothing to do now,
and today was, boring ; i guess. dont wish to write about it.
So dont expect much of this post lah.

Hmmm, just wish after Chinese New Year,
it will be a fresh new start, which decludes all those shhit
in my life lah please. Hais, dont know lahhhhh. !

-Change subject-
Tsk, i really hate what he did lahhh.
I mean like, tsk lah. i just hope he'll be gone permanently.
I rly cannot tahan these lah alrightxc?

-Change subject again-
Im like really mad todayyyy.
i mean like, tsk, can dont be so bias?

what you said, is fuucking not cool at all okay?
Try being in my position, you came to crap at me,
trying to put yourself in Their shoes, what about mine?

_l_. dont come kpkb me alr lah please.
i might just fuucking go berserk.


Just. Dont. Fuck. Stay away.


-Changing subject the last tine-
At times, people just dont know whats the meaning of Cherish.
People just take someone/ something for granted,
not knowing it might just leave them one day.

Until that day he/ she/ it is gone, then,
theyll realise how important That, is to them.

In some cases, some even didnt get to tell
the other party how much they love him/ her/ it.

Well, so to all the people out there,
i hope yall learn how to treasure/ cherish
things/ people when theyre still right beside youu ; with you.

Dont wait til theyre gone, and regret,
for not letting them know how important
they are to you, in your life.
So yeah, ive experienced that.
and im really regretful.
Dont end up like me yeahh?

Cause, the feeling sucks, adding with the pain you have to bear,
when knowing hes/ shes/ its gone and you miss them.

Okay end of post.
See you soon. (:



H.E.L.L/.OHH ;DDD.
Hahahaha, so its like Hell-oh (:
LAME LAHHHHHH ;/

Heeheexs. its been a really,really long time mannn!
Hahahaa, kinda missed blogging also.

Hmmm, actually its not that ive been like,
superduper busy til i didntg et to use the comp lah.
its that sometimes want blog but lazy ;p.

Hahaha, now uploading photos into Facebook,
got time / waiting then come postpost awhile lorr (: (:

Uhhh, today uh, Happy and Sad Day lor.
Well, not sad actually, is kinda like pissed off (:

Yes, those who know me superduper well,
know my mood always easily affected by only threeeee, groups.
Or wahtever you call that. ;/

The three Groups are ;
Him. HAHAHA, Family -.-, and Friends ;D.
Hmmm, yeah, this time, it falls under the third group -.-!

Uhye, i really give up hope on her alr lah okay.
She really make me damn pekcek can?
and i also wont / dont give a fuuck whether she knows her mistake alr.

Uhh, i just have to say,
we dont feel guilty about it,
rly, and if she rly wants to go, fine.

Tsk seh, say until become moody liaoxs.
Lol, but yeah, ima alright lahh.
ive learnt how to let go, after so many experiences -.-

Hmmm, hahahaa, im happy cause He, ;/
Ahwells, -SECRET- MUHAHAHAHHAHAH.
wanna know? Pm me ;D. (: (: (:

Uhhhh, as you can HEAR, ive alr like,
threw away my previous playlist and put a new
playlist, which consists of one song only ;X.

According To You. ;DDDDD. Ohmygahhhddd,
its freaking nice lahhh. im like listening to it nowwww,
and repeating and repeating and repeating ;DDDD.

Im like addicted to it alr lahhh.
hahaha, its damn nice lahhh. Promise me,
Go check it out alright? ^^,)x

Hmmm, my brother went to his Awards day alr.
Its like, in the night. So ill be having dinner with mum and first bro nia.
Tsk, say until first bro angry alr. Lazy say also. Long story. Hais.

Hmmm, yeah, but kinda full now, aye,
anyway still need wait my mum to come back
from fetching my third brother go awards day (: (:

Im boreddd ;O. Well, im actually suppose
to do my homework now, Uh, not really Suppose to lah,
but like, yeah, wanted to but havent touch yet ;X.

HAHAH. NGLIYANS A SLACKERRRRRR.
[Change subject] Tsk, IMH. ;X,

Pei er said i should give it a try ;O.
But i was like .___. how, ask him mehhh?
LOLOL. Aye dont know lah -shy- ;x.

Okay, BYE.
♥

Hellohello ;DDD.

Oh. My. Gahhdd.
I miss blogging lahhhhh. D:

Reallyreally ):
Well, i just finished my one week orientation (:

Uhhh, it was alright lah.
But abit boring lorrr, like everyone think so too.

I think the ones who had fun were
only the cute little year ones (:
Hahaha, my juniors damn cute okayyy.
They all shortshort dehs, then like primary four ;O.
But of course some taller lah (:

Hmmm, the whole week school ended very early ;
At least earlier then normal schoolday dismissal (: (:

So yeahh, the whole week took mrt back home
with weiqi dearie and keren cutie ;DDD.

Hmmm, next week, ; First thing Monday,
Is the Very First Day of Real School .____.
Means with homework and lessons -.-

Damn, im not ready yet.
Ugh, end of orientation i damn emo lah okay.

Hais, even before it started,
im alr feeling stressed .__.

I think after real school starts my blog will be dead,
Just like last year, same thing again DDDDD:

Miss me guys. (:

What im thinking now.

I got used to the fact that i not only have three brothers,
And also accepted that as well.

I tried to be friendly, to be good to them.
And i thought i really didnt mind about it like i used to.
But today, i suddenly felt i mind alot.
And compared to my second brother,
im actually not as close with them as my bro.

Ugh, i dont know lah.
i meant one of them talked to me in facebook.
Then like asked me what my second bro is doing -.-

I mean like, if you really wanna know,
why come to me and ask me?
Ask my second brother directly lah.

.. Really lah, i sometimes really cannto tahan
the face that i have six brothers alright?
I just, feel very the fuucked up k?

Well yeah, im pissed off, cause of my first brother.
(Not the reveal what happened also, lazy.)

Then like uh, really, i guess i wont try to even make
that tremendous effort to hold this family together again.

Im really, really, really tired.
Yall always affect my mood, which affects my whole life lah.

I mean, seriously, im tired.
Im off.



Hohoho. ;D.
That post wasnt my last,
surprisingly. ^^,)x.

Hmmm yeah, today damn boring can.
Didnt go out. stayed home all day.
Hoping to go out with SOMEONE.

Not to be stated above of course.
Teehee, then like yeah.
Tsk, wasted my whole day.

Just sat in front of the computer
and TV and rot, rot, and rot againnn.

Kns, feel damn bored now.
Just now went out to buy Vitagen

Then cause my grandmother
came over to my house to stay again,
and she was mad at me for going out so late in the night.

Ahwells, i guess that was the really,
first time she was so mad at me ;OOOO.
cause she and i not very close e.e

Uhn, then yeah.
Came home and used the comp again.
Surprisingly, i didnt audi O.Ox.

Idk why, called yang when i was bored,
then she told me to play audi,
i said no seh. so weird lah.

Then yeah, used comp again.
dontknow doing what also.
Msn/Blog/Facebook?

The same old stuffs -.-
Sian till cannot lahhhhhh.

And dontknow what am i doing lah,
seriously, .. i guess im waiting for HIM
to come online. FUUCK?

What am i doing.
i know he wont. and even if he
came online, i wouldnt know what to say to him.

... Yesterday night was ;
Awkward. i think he misunderstood.

I texted him at 4 in the afternoon,
but he didnt reply.

Tsk, everytime during weekends
he never reply. IS HE THAT BUSEHH?

... Whatever. i dont care alr.
Ill be going off after this post alr.
School start everything will go back to normal alr.

Then YOUU, YOUUU, YOUUUU,
this freaking little BLUR who stole my heart away,
would be off my mind and heart.

BYE.

Hellohello (:
Ima here to postpost awhile.

Lol, may be the last post of the month.
Because January, school reopen alr, so yeah, will be very buseh.<Br>
First of all,
HAPPY NEW YEARRRR ! (: (:
Hehh, last night, so many the chain messages
flooded my inbox .___. Lol, took alot of
time to reply all of them back ;/

Hahahh, yeahhh, then like,
i watched tv, when they were counting down,
i was like Huhhhh, LOLOLOLOL.

Very blurr @@, cause IMA SICK! ):
Sad tight, new year then sick.
Ugh, feel so terribly DD;

Then New Year also not happy dehs.
LOL, felt like dying cause im ill.
Tsk seh, make me so the what yesterday night.

Then uhh yeahh,
one thing ima happy about is that,
dad came home yesterday night, and
cooked porridge for me ;3.

LOLLL, well not exactly for me lah.
For everyone, including my grandmother.
she came to stay for the coming two days (: (:

Uh yeahh, Fish poridge. (:
Yumyum, but i didnt show it was very
nice due to my stone-ness, [SICK!]

Yeah, so bad hor. then usually i eat
very fast one mahs, but just now eat very slow,
dontknow my dad will feel very wht or not ;x

Then uhh, yeahh, im happy lah!
and like so blissful~ cause my dad very
long never cook for us alr ^^.)x.

Those who knows me well comfirm
will know about it, and will find it very
surprising and cool as my dad suddenly cooked for us.

Hahhh, well yeah.
happy, but at the same time,
sad and tired cause ima sick -.-!

Hate it. ): ):
And ima girl who hates taking Pills,
ESPECIALLY! Cause i cant swallow them ;X >.<

Hehhhh, LAOPO ALSO CANT ;X.
LOLOL, we tried know! its not that we dontwant,
its just that the pills dont want go in one lor! ;X

Heeheexs, yeah. i fee i also typing so slow right now.
Bo lat ; No energy like that .___.x

Aye, then i today be small girlgirl,
ask Mummie feed me medicine, DRINKABLE ;
medicine ;o heeheee, felt abit better after that

Yeah, so, later lunch, my dad cooking
Hor Fun ; Kway Teow with gravy, for us again ;D.
Niceyyyy ;D. Muacks dad. ^^,)x.

`[Cause the porridge abit salty, so yeah --> ]
Salty into the heart, not sweet into the heart LOLOL.



Ohmygahhhddddd. ;3
I had the sweetest dream in thirteen hours! @@
~.~ Hehhh, one that i could never forget, i guess i can say that x.x

Thanks xiaomoomoo! for letting me
have thee, sweetest dream. (:

[This is Extra]
Wth, i now wearing the bracelet my
brother bought for me for christmas ;D
But so extra can, i here typing keep run here and there.

Okay, carrying on. LOL, erm, yeah.

Thanks Furr, too.
i know thats the only sweetest drean i could ever have.
But, the sweetest dream is you being so perfect.

So, its still just, you, in a perfect and sweet dream, only.
Its not you in reality.

Well, and even if its the sweetest dream,
it will never do, cause i miss you. and,
i know both of us will be going away too.

So yeah i admit, im officially miss you. ;O
But it doesnt matter, cause ill be able to forget you,
But, for the memory part, no i wont and dont want to.

Well, so thanks for making the last memory of Us,
So great, cool, sweet and perfect. (:
Ill never forget it.

♥♥♥ }

Hais, this is my third post today.
really damn boring lah. hais.

.. ya know, when my dad came back from
malaysia with wq theyall, he first thing is do what?
Scold me. ... saying why are there so many ants?

And he put the blame on me cause
the ants were crawling all over the computer table,
which i am using lahhh. ... Wth,

Ay, is not me nor, is not even me who put
the pack of sweets there and never close it.
Is chiewpang go put there let it rot one norrr. how can he!

... Maybe ima too sensitive.
Hais, these days i feel i damn sensitive.
..., always make me cry over stupid stuffs.

... Si Alvin also fuucking made me cry.
Kns, i wont care him anymore.
Hais. ... Why can some people have such happy,
and Complete families, when some cant?
i feel so distant, .. towards them.

Always told myself to not let them affect my mood,
but theyre always the reason why
i become so moody and upset everytime.

Well, i guess its cause their my kins,
and theyre the only ones who are most capable
of letting me down everytime. hais. ......

And adding all the other things that makes
me down sometimes, really felt im gonna breakdown.
Or at least, just give me a break, will you?

Hais. NGLIYAN IS SUCH A FAILURE.
Especially in life. .. Personality not goodddd,
Studies not gooodd. Family.. not good...

Tsk, i dont know how long i can put up with this thing alr.
Im not confident of getting rid of it too.. ...


` ; Where are you. I miss you, I need you right now..


Hellohello ;D.
I bet you people are thinking why
i keep blogblogblog hor C(:

Nothing to do mahs. ;DDD.
Yeah, whole day stayed home again.
half of the day audi-ed. (:

Hmmm, with CARA. ;DDD.
Knn, met until some guailan people.
then quarrelled, then say is whatever misunderstanding.

Wahlau, Honaye was there also,
then she also like so cute, there wanna defend
me and cara. Hehhh, cutecute (: (: (:

Uhh yeah, then honaye is upset as.
Someone, from some Africa-world, whos
mind and world very small, didnt reply herrr.

LOL, ;x and i told honaye something,
and we LOL-ED. ;DDD Heeheexs, i know i damn funneh ;X!

Hahah, BHB C(: Aye, now listening to
my playlist. Hmmm, Tailor Made by Colbie Calliat.

I just realised her name is pronounced as ,.
Colbie K-ehh-leyy. LOLOL. i always thought it was ..
Colbie Cah-lee-erht. LOLOL. HAHAHA.

Hmmm, boring lah now. diaoxs lahh,
Honaye say 3 more days to new year, very excited.
darling and i was like, excited meh, not excited -.-

So sian, like want die alr. Lol, tsk.
Hmmm, drinking Strawberry Yoghurt Drink,
Mum bought for me dehs. Yummehhxsz (:

Tsktsk. Im thinking about Furr again.
Ugh, Kns, why seh. ... LALALALALALALALAH ~ !


Hais. No point thinking about you, i know.
And like what i always thought, time can heal all wounds.

Ill wait, wait for time to pass by, and as it
passes by, ill realise you werent really important,
and youll slowly, cease to exist in my world and my mind...



Hellohellos! ;D.
Its Five Thirty in the morning,
and im here to come postpost.

You must be wondering why am i,
at this kind of hour, still awake and being
so random, to come post now huh ;D?

Well, cause ive just finised reading ;
Ohshhit, i forgot whats the title.
Oh here it is, To Forget You. (:

So after reading it, didnt felt like
going to sleep, so here i am ;D.

And, guess what? ive been sobbing my eyes out,
the Entire night. Cant believe it right?
I also cant believe it LOLLL.

Its so sad ya know? I didnt stop crying til the end .__.
Ahwells, maybe its also because at the same time,
i was thinking of another someone too. ):

Yeah, its not a Maybe, its a Fact .__.
These few nights, ive always been thinking about,
lets just call this someone, Furr. LOL, that was random ;X.

Uhh yeahh, i dont know. but yeah,
This Furr. Gave me so much trouble lah.

It gave me an endless night -.-
Somehow, i woke up around six in the morning yesterday,
And just stared into the darkdark space ;

And after like twenty minutes then i realised :
Why am i not like, sleeping? Yet still here,
staring, stone-ing in the middle of the night?

And its like, i felt like i was waiting for the sunrise,
for Furr. I really dont know, my mind like @@ blurred.

Hmmm, yeah in the end i still forced myself to sleep.

Then tonight, today, now.
Im thinking of Furr, just ; again -.-
And like why? FYI, its a bad thingggg DD:

Hadnt i been telling myself not to,
and persuading myself i was not,
and this, just like a dream, wasnt real at all?

Wth, and i cant believe im writing about it here also.
Uhhh, neverminddd. since started writing alr, shall just carry on.

Hais, Well, this is to Furr.
When I was reading To Forget You, like what ive
just mentioned, all that was in my mind was you, only you.

Furr, Cause i always believed your ___ is not with me,
But what im thinking now is that, Yes YMI. (If you even know what it means)
And, why do i only start to cherish something when i start to lose it?

But yeah i know youu, Furr, this kind of Thing,
is one who is determined in whatever youve decided.
I can tell from your actions .__. sadly )))):

Hais, you know, that night, i really felt like
calling you, but on second thoughts, i didnt. And i guess
you wouldnve made me feel better. Due to your ;

So-called determination. Well yeah.
i bet you didnt know that, whenever i had high
hopes on you, you just end up disappointing me everytime.

But yeah, despite the numerous dissappointments,
i still do. and still wished youd be here, with me, tonight.

Well, at least just tonight. and just tonight,
there would not be any promises made.
Cause i wanna believe/hope that time can heal it.





Hellohello ;D.
above this, is a video of alotalot of pictures,
oh, Got SOTA, got BTPS and got Me *shy away*.

Heeheezxs, yeahp, and uhh, this slideshow not auto dehs, -.-
so you have to press the Forward button to forward.

Hmmm, well, today stayed home all day.
Hehh, but then, busied all day.

Actually, im still busy. hahahha,
uploading pictures taken in TW into facebook (:

Hmmmm, yeah, and finally gonna finish
uploading ALL my pictures into the computer.

Like so long never update my pictures in FB alr.
Hahah, my blog one also. i havent changed it yet,
but yeah, gonna change after this.

Uhhh, today my brother having a party in our house,
and Belated Christmas Party .___.x so yeah,
he invited all his secondary friends ;D.

So crowded now ;x. All his friends are like,
kinda beside me right now, LOLOL.

Im happy cause like its been a really long time
ever since my house got so many people liaoxs. ;X
hahaha, yeah, then they BBQ, ;p. Yum ~

Ahwells, i dont care whether they got sufficient food bo,
id just ask my brother to take some BBQ food for me ;x.
LOL, cause never cook dinner at home lah so.. (:

Erm, yeahh, so today whole day is only.,
Upload, Audi, Facebook, Upload, Audi, Facebook.
LOLLLLL, yeahhh, not bad lahh, not so sian ;X

Hmmm yeah, ima hungry alr x.x.
Hais, ahwells, im going off now, see ya (:

(`at around 6 plus, i opened it again and edited it ;D)

Hellohello! ;DD.
Happy Christmas' Eveeee(((((((((:

Ohmygahhd, im rotting in front of the computer now.
Todays Christmas' Eve, and im all alone ):

My mums watching her favourite
Channel 55 Nine O clock Show,
So yes, here i am, all alone, How sad yeah! ):

Hais, Today, i was reallyreally, like totally, pissed off by someone.
I meant like Wth, my only wish for christmas was gone like that okay.

I really wanted to meet someone,
But didnt get the chance to.

Ahwells, i dont think he even knows im pissed.
And neither does he know that i want to see him.

Gosh, and i became really emo after that lahh.
Like didnt even have to chance to shop properly.

Tsk, im still thinking about that Thing,
just fuucking stucked in my mind. Ughh.

But one thing worth celebrating is that ;
Ive finished my uh, Five ARC Essays. Like Ohmygahhd?
I chionged yesterday night. From nine to two thirty in the morning.

Yeah, and free from homework.
Lol, and plus maybe really long didnt do any homework,
i had a headache while doing the five essays.

Even when i alr went to bed,
my head still hurted and couldnt get to sleep.

Hmmm, Elina has just talked to me in facebook.
Heehee, shes from my Taiwan Tour Group.
Hawhawxs, missed her lehh! She very cute (: (:

Hmmm, even she is celebrating Christmas,
Why am i not? Hais, i really wish i could.. just..
Hais, no point raising it up anyway.

Alright, im done here. so bored.
Going off alr, Seee you ;DD.

Wishing You A Very Happy-Merry Christmas ! ;D

To every busy member of the Ng family,
I Miss You. ):

To Mr not-so-initiative,
I really wished and thought ill be able to meet you lah,
but your attitude like so what, i was seriously pissed off by you.
Just really felt like giving up. Just, on you. But,
I wont know how to do that also, i guess.
And if you really know im giving up on you,
i bet youll be indifferent. Gosh, i hate that i love you.

I think its bet if we just remained as normal friends.


Helloo peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:.
Im blogging, so cool right. LOL,
Hoho ;x, Thanks to Yeo Jie Qi, i finally am.

Well, im talking on the phone with her right now.
And also listening to Two Is Better Than One,
Woohoo, Nicenice nehh, havent sianed yet.

Si Yeo Jie Qi, asked why my b log only got one song.
Kns, then i fierce her say ; Cannot meh, i like leh ;p LOLOLLL.
No lah, I also told her i lazy to add alot of songs into playlist ;x.

Ahwells, She kup-ed. Not because shes angrehhh,
Its because .______. She had to prepare to go for her ;
Michelle's birthday partehhhh .____.x Tio pangseh-ed.

Yeahyeah, so im alone now. SO LONELY T.TTTT.
Hahahahhh, nahhh, aye, damn sian. waiting for my
mum to come back home with my Lunch -.-!

Shes taking centuries lahhhh,
i bet she took her own sweet time to buy.
Wth, Ima hungry here .___.x ): Kelian right! D;

Ehhh, yeah, just now was reading Destiny's Cries,
By Low kay hwa., it uhm, sian in the middle,
But ending, nice, Just Like I Believe You.

Ohmygahhhddd ♥./
Oh and, did i tell you i bought ALL of Low Kay Hwa's Books,?
Well except one. He got seven books, but i bought 6 ;D.
The most recent one doesnt seem interesting ;X.

Well, i also finished reading I Believe You,
TWO TIMES!, Its freaking good okayy. ;DDDD.

Gosh, i think im mad over those ; .
Perfect Prince Charmings that Low Kay Hwa created.
;X ;X ;X Cannot blame me know! They so sweet ;x.

Hahaha, then i was like telling Honaye that
i should stop reading Low Kay Hwa's Love-Novels.
So addicting! Most sad is that theyre all fiction -.-lll.

Sad lahhhhhhhh,
How i wish can happen on me,
Ohwells, This Is Reality (:

Lalalah, feel myself so weird,
cause i freaking long never read a book alr.
But at the same time, feel good also.

Cause the books got meaning one lehhh.
and hmmm, are they called morals?
Lol, and like, ive learnt from the two books ;D

Hmmm, yeah, well, nothing to blog about alr.
Lol, very sian. maybe going to audi or facebookkk,
til my mum comes back home .___. Tahtah. (: <br>

I hope youll learn to be more proactive and initiative darling. ; I love you, but, i believe you can make me fall more, in love with you.

Hellohello! ;DD
Im boredddd nowww.
So im here to blogblog awhile (:.

Well, todays saturday,
Usually ill be out on saturdays,
but just, not today.

Nobody jio lor, sad right!
Hahah, nah, Rae jio-ed me out,
but told her i wanted to slack at home.

I want to download all the songs into computer lahh.
Then also import CDs into Itunes. Will take a reallyreallyy long time ;/

Ahwells, then My computer like,
Cause i kept downloading, now like damn lag.
Then sometimes it loads something, will auto shutdown.

Sian right. Like Sai like that.
And i guess its partly Itunes fault.
Kinda regret getting an Ipod for my birthday.

Uhhh, Seriously not used to Itunes.
Ima Windows Media Player person.
Before i got an ipod, i always load songs into HP nia.

Hais, but if i dont use my ipod,
like very wasted. Plus if i only use my phone
as Music Player, it would be damn lag .__.

Dont know leh, i feel if no ipod would be better.
!SIANSIANSIAN,. Then everytime DL damn pekcek.
make myself damn dulan. then always DL also so long. KNS.

From like 01.20 pm til now, only started
importing Colbie Calliat album. Only imported
Six of her songs? Wth yeah? i still need to DL ay.

This only import, which alr taking such a long time.
KNS. feel like just throwing away my Ipod. -.-!
Troublesome til cannot lahh.

Aye see lah, only like around half an hour,
i alr so damn pekcek liaoxs. Later dk what will happen.

Hais, shall change topic. Hmmm, shall write about
Wednesday. Thursday, Friday. ;DD

Wednesday

Wednesday was my cousin, Yean Lih's birthday.
Hahah, yeahp, then we went out to celebrate lor.
Ate lunch together with mum, aunt, him, YY &FR.

Hahah, then went to QS shopping centre.
Yeah, then walked around, they bought some stuff,
and set off to the mall opposite Ikea.

Lols, went there, split-ed up with them,
went to walk around with YY ;DDDDDDDD.
Bought uhhh, can say is a Tee/Top, yeah.

After that we went to Ikea.
Yean Lih treated us to Icecream (:
Bit one mouth of YY's Hotdog also!
Yumyum ; !

Yeepeee, Then hor, went to the Restaurant,
Ate my ♥Ikeaaaa Meattttbaallllsss ;DD.
Lovelove lahhh. Muacks my MB ^^,)x.

Yeah, that was our dinner,
then shopped around in Ikea lor.
Bought two chairs, look like laundry basket.
Damn cute okayyyy ; Green and Yellow (:

Yeahhh, shopped until latelate then went home.
hahaha, had fun with them (: (: (:

Thursday

It was a date for Rachel and i ♥ But cause i wanted to buy the book,
I Believe You by Low Kay Hwa, so i need my sponsor, mum, to come along.

Heehee, so yeah, we went Vivo.
We ate our lunch at Ajisen Ramen,
Ohmygahhhddddd lahhh!

You know, everytime i went to AR,
i would order the ramen with soup mahs,
then on thursday wanted to try something else.

So AR got new dishes,
and i ordered two dishes, which there on the
menu stated, were Chef Recommendations.

my mum and rae ate Ramen lah.
Wth, the two dishes on the outside look nice to eat,
inside like Shhit like that lah! WTF, WTF, WTF!

Think also feel like puking.
Both of the dishes ay! Then some more
is Chef Recommendations can?! -.-

Knn, so damn pissed lah.
Alr not nice to eat liaoxs hor,
Somemore so oily, Kns til cannot lahh!

People say, some food not nice to eat but healthy, okay.
Some food nice but of course oily/not healthy also okay.
But now here both unhealthy and not nice? Fuuck.

Ajisen Ramen is specialised in Ramen only.

Ugh lah, so pissed. writing about it also
damn angry liaoxs. plus My computer keep
auto shut down will importing Colbie Calliat CD.
Kns, heng i use my brother's computer.
... LJ, wanna throw away my ipod now.
really think of un-installing Itunes. So lag.

Now my computer completely dead can?
i keep turn on, it keep turn off itself. Wahlan,
Hack care liaoxs lah. -.-! Cb, so dulan now.

Uhh, and i jsut realised i wrote about
my computer under the Thursday-Category ;x.
Paisehpaiseh, should stop now.

Then uhh, ate Awfully Chocolate icecream.
Nice nehhh, thn after that went Ion at night. ;D
eat dinner, shopped around and went home.

Friday/Yesterday

Uhhh, went golfing with mum around 2pm.
then golf until 4plus then went to shower.
After shower then ate dinner at my club.

At night went to Causewayy ;DD.
There got Pasar Malam, which i have been
bugging my mum to go there with me.

Sadly, i didnt buy anything -.-,
Now Pasar Malam like nothing alr.
Last time i used to buy alot of rubbish thr ;x.

Hahah, yesterday just bought two Taiwan Sausage.
Diaoxs, made me think of Taiwan. o(>.<)o.
Then Ehermeherms* ;x JIEQI! ;X.

Ahwells, Aye, rly dont have mood to DL
and import CDs liaoxs. i rather go facebook and Audi.

So yeahhh, long quite long uh the post ;x.
hhahaha, Buhbyeee.



HEYHEYHEYYYY ;DDD.

Firstly, iam`, sososo! sorry for the post below this.
Cause like, i was like venting my angry ;x. Hahaha,
Dontcha' know, yours truly here, is uhh, very the gentle dehs?

;X HHAHAHA! PIGU LAH! LOLOLOL.
But yeah, usually i not so thee, uhh, yeah ;/
Todays sunday, didnt go out. so came to post.

Hehh, actually jio-ed Joanne and Raynald out.
But they got family day dehs, so yeah. ;DDD
So sweet right! (: (: Envy them sia. Hahh,

Ohwells, ^^,)x.
Andandand, OHMAHGAHHDDD.
Packing of plates was more tiring than i thought.
I pack until all my fingers died. .___.x.

And saturday and sunday are for my hands to heal.
LOLOL, serious lah. Pity Jiyun and Jieqi,
cause their hands also become like, @@ DDD;

Yeahp, lols, at least i got my pay.
hahaha, yeeepeee, next week is the last week of work.
Congratulate me alrightxs ;DDD! Happy leh (:

Hmmm, yesterdays went out with Darling &Honaye.
Well, Laopo couldnt make it as her ahma went into hospital.
So yeah, she had to go to the hospital to visit her D;
Wenhui's Ahma, Get well soon okay.
I miss you and your delicious food!
I still want to drop by for dinner over and over again! ;DDD.

Hmmm, yeah. so, hmmm, went to queensway yesterday.
Joycelyn had to buy her FBT pants for her camp.
Diaoxs, need wake up so early. i overslept okay ;X!

Ay, previous day's work so tiring lor.
i still slept so late can. hahaha, x.x!

Hmmm, yeahp, then after that she pangseh-ed us,
go out with her band people, go cycling at ECP.
wth lor, badbad darling DDDD;

So yeah, hahaha, i bought a handphone strap at QW.
Nice and cheap. hahaha, Long also, my favouriteeeee! (:

Aye sian sia. i was like telling myself in the morning,
gonna post about something. but forgotten -.-!
NLY old liaoxs old liaoxs @@.

Ahwells, so sian today.
maybe going out with cp and mum for lunch.
Yeah, see you soon ;DDDD.


`You werent eager to know about it, Then how can i trust that what you told me is true?
Well, i just wished i knew you better. I hope youll give me time.

Labels: MIRMIR.

HEY HONGSE.';
BETTER LISTEN UP.

DONT THINK YOURE SO THAT GOOD.
THINKING THAT GOT PEOPLE LIKE YOU JIU HAO.

THEN CAUSE YOU HAVE GIRLF,
THEN WANTED TO AVOID HER BY BLOCKING HER.

WTF LOR. THEN AFTER THAT WHEN YOURE CAUGHT RED-HANDED,
YOU WANTED TO AVOID HER AGAIN!, BY GIVING STUPID EXCUSES.

AND I FEEL YOURE SUCH A FUUCKING SHIETY JERK OKAY.
I CANT BELIEVE MY GOOD FRIEND WAS INTERESTED IN YOU,
THIS KIND OF PATHETIC AND HYPOCRITE LOSER.

FUUCK OFF. SHE DOESNT WANT YOU ANYMORE.
AND YOURE NOT EVEN WORTHY OF HER JUST ABIT.

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, HER WORLD DOESNT HAVE YOU ANYMORE.

Labels: Go Away

Hellohellohello ;DDDD
Hahaha, im back im back ;DD

I reached singapore a few days ago ;X
But was really lazy to come post,
so after a few days then come blog lor (:

Taiwan

Hehhh, TAIWAN. was. seriously, just okay.
LOL, though shopped like OMFG, but yeahhh,
its still, just okay. i miss Hokkaido, Japan though.

Japans Hot Spring is still the best,
and Yes, most of the toilets are cleaner,
compared to Taiwan. [No offence to Rachel ;x]

And lah, OHMYGAHHDDD can, the bus trips are so long lah!
then everytime stop for toilet break, no choice but to go toilet .__.

I think also BTH. OHMYGAHHHDD.
.___.x heng i eaten my dinner alr .___.
WAH AY MORE JIALAT. LATER PUKE -.-!

Hahahah, now yeah, back to singapore.
And when i got the chance to talk to Jieqi honaye,
the first thing i told her is that i freaking missed my toilet BOWL.

AHAHAH. yeahp, okay enough of the Negatives-
Erm, Taiwan most of the things are cheap lah.
Even the clothes and yeah. the street stalls' food are nice too.

Lols, yeah. made friends with uhhh,
Joanne, Vivian, Elina and Raynald from the tour group.
Hahaha, enjoyed the times i spent with them in TW.

Hehh, yeahp. thats about it. so yeahp,
I miss Japan ;x. HAHAHAHAH.

great for Yongjie, from Hokkaido tour group,
Cause he got to go to japan this year again. ;DDD
Envy, jealous, of him nah DDD: Lols.

Today

Hmmm, yeah. hahaha, tired man.
todays work damn tiring. i had to do packing.
Packing of plates. .___. hand almost broke.

One thing that broke is one of the plates ;X
HAHAHA! i too ganchiong want faster finish,
then lost grip of the plate and PPPIIAAANNNGGG. There it went.

HAHAHA! ;x, have a small cut at my arm there,
near my elbow, hahaha, but im fine lah. so yeahhh.

Hmmm, my mums sorta like sick today.
so she stayed in bed the whole afternoon and til now.
She even had her dinner in her room DD:

Lols, i accompany her awhile then come use comp.
Such a unfilial daughter right! LOL, anyway she didnt need me.
When i was accompanying her, she was asking wheres SM ._.x

Lols, Tsk. very lazy after coming back from TW.
Dont feel like working anymore, but have to .___.x
Dad forced me to work with less pay T.T!

Aye, suasua, dont care liaoxs. Lols,
Okay lah, shall stop here. Ill post soon.


`I dont seem to be in your life, But i seriously want to, i wanna know, Do you? Well, cause i realised im only me when im with you, just you. but again, do you? I guess you knew, and also felt it wasnt mutual. Yeahp, I miss everything about you. So what about now, what are we gonna do, i dont know. To you : Is it possible, Mr loveable?

HELLOHELLO ;DDDD!

Sorry that i havent been updating my blog.
Cause i had to work, everytime reach home at night alr.
So, very lazy to come updateupdate. hahahah.

Hmmm, yeahp. As you can see,
Ive uhhh, sorta like changed my blogskin?
Erm, no lah. i changed my skin's background.

And hope you noticed i changed my profile picture .___.x
Lol, it seems like i had the other picture up there for decades.
So ahahah, yeahp, finally changed it to a more recent one.

Then, thethetheeee. ; Music. ;D
I have updated my Music-corner alr ^^,)x.
Have uh, i think 8 songs inside. All nicenice one (:

Hehhh, ahwells, work was okay lah.
Kinda boring actually. They should give me more work to do.
Cause theres alot of time to do Less work. so yeah

But my dad only gives me three dollars per hour.
What a scrooge yeah? ;X so i guess they dare not give me more work.
Heehee. But seriously, i'd prefer to be busy than there sian-ing.

Important Announcement

Ill be leaving singapore tonight ; Midnight for TAIWAN!,
Hehehhh, Holiday at Taiwan = Shopping-spreee ;DD

Yeepeeeh. Think also happy. But, hmmm...
Dont know why dont really have the Holiday-mood now.
Like, last few years i'd always be excited and stuff.

maybe its because only mum, chiewpang, granny and i are going.
Sayming and Kokguan have to stay in singapore to work D:
Hais, i'd prefer to go as a family, with my granny also of course.

But yeah, cant. lols, also, actually i havent really finished packing.
;/ serious man. Lol, aye, but just a few things lah. hahahah.


;;;

` I have to write a few messages to some people here now.

To: LYH

Idontknow, and dontcare whether youre reading this or not.
I guess you didnt realise, but, all of us, one by one,
have subsequently lost trust in you.

Not only that, i guess we all feeel the same way towards you,
like an impression made there. Is that the LYH we once knew has,
idontknow, became someone of what we feel, very distant, more like a stranger to us now.

During Fun-day, we saw you there.
And after some things (Dont wish to be mentioned here),
i think we all felt like, its time to let go.

i know, everyone changed. In matters of physically or mentally or,
idk what. but i guess for all of us, changes werent that much.

At least in all of our hearts, i believe we still
care about THIS; one and only friendship.

Maybe you even forgot why we all had nike waterbottles,
and why we even make the effort to go recess together.

Everyone treasured those times, and i already make
myself believe that youve forgotten all of them.

I just want you to know, we all miss you LYH, at least, i believe we all do.
maybe some of us dont even want to think about You,
because everytime your face pops into our mind, our hearts ache.

So, We all think that whenever there are group outings,
we wouldnt want you to be there, and dont think we wanna invite you too.

yeah, i guess its official, youre gone ; at least the LYH we once knew is gone., for life.


''' ; To bloodrelated meanies, : sometimes i rly felt like giving yall up.

OUHH-MUHH-GAHHHHD.
hahaha, Hellohello. ;x Here to update.

hahaha, finally forced myself to update.
Lol, feel my blog damn dead liaoxs @@!!!
Uhh, yeah, so here i am. hahahahah.

Err, these days damn sian.
always wake up ask myself :
NLYY, what are you gna do today?

LOLOL. seriously lah.
i even told myself to sleep longer,
then have short time to be sian LOL.

Stupid hor. Aye, then like, dk why,
I keept cant log into audi. ): ):
When try to open, whole comp hang -.-!

Aye, dont know lah. then now holidays alr,
no income alr ): so gues ill be going to dad's office
to work, work, work. LOL, ;x. heeheexs.

Ya know, he told me, 8hours 20$.
SIAO SO LESS ;X. Then i told my bro,
My brother also say very less.

Then he say he will help me bargain ;x.
say 5$ an hour. Lol, then i said, 6$ lah.
Then after tht i said 7$. HAHAHA!

then he say : you very good at bargaining hor!
hahaha, then i laughlaugh, say 6.50 $.
but no lah, i think 6$ can alr. Teeheexs.

Hmmm, today went out, bought a pair of shoes.
Well idk, is hald sandals half shoes i guess.
dontknow in english called what. in chinese is Bao Xie.

Hmmm, now listening to a song called,
I Swear This Time I Mean It, by Mayday Parade.
Nice ayy! hahaha, veryt hee, soothing to me ^^,)x.

Uhh yeah. lols, i feel like, i wanna be more independent now.
like, yeah. i was actually a little hesitant to working at my dad's.
but yeah, i gave it a thought, and my focus = earn $. HAHA.

so yeah, lols, need to grow up lah.
cannot just whole day playplayplay le.
and wann accomplish something in this holi.

idk, brush up my language or what.
cause rly scared my arc. though i passed,
but not very good also. so yeah, hahahahaha.

Been reading ;x. o(>.<)o dont laugh me,
those who knows that i dont read dehs. LOL.
Yeah, partly cause of PP. ;/ OMGOMG.

Yeah, but told myself to forget him lah.
So, hmmm, i guess i will. But takes time lah.

Okays, im done here. Going off. Heexs. ♥/

Ohmygoodness. Finally, EOYs are over ;D!
So yeah, hello everyoneee. Long time no see`.

today was the last paper, Science.
There was two papers, life and physical science.,
when i reach to doing the second paper, i alr gave up.

LOL, i was just telling myself that i wanted my after-exams time.
hahaha, then yeah. My LS died but i guess the PS was okay.

Hahah, yeahpyeahp. Hmmm, Many people keep
asking me to Updateupdate. So here i am. hahahaha.

Yeah, its been a long time ever since i posted.
Ohmygoodness, hahaha, also lazy lah. also wanted
to take the cahcne to update my Whole blog lah.

Like change picture and skin i guess. but y brother's computer
screen died, so he took mine. and now hes in overseas, and idk how
to put back to my computer, where it has all my pics, Get it?

o yes, maybe wait my first brother to move back,
Or, wait the brother who is overseas now who is coming
back a week later, to help me put back. Wth, -.-! hais.

Yeah, hmmm, tomorrowgoing out with wenhui.
hahaha, actually she still has an Art exam on thurs.
Cause i begged her mahs. Hahaha, ;x. Lalalalalalalalalah `

Ay please lor, today i just spent my day
MEANINGLESSLY? LIKE WAHLAU, AFTER EXAMS LEH.

i still got a week of holiday to go man.
then the others also havent finish their exams.

Wanted to jio Rachel, Keryn, Keren, Weiqi, Pei Er, Lydia
to go out on thursday but havent tell them cause lazy. Lol yeah.

Hmmm, i guess will wait kerens exam to finish then
ill send a text to everyone bahs. hope everyone can go.

Ahwells, Yeah. Going off now.

; `P.S. : Check out the song, Falling For You by Colbie Caillat. [Freaking Awesome\]


@What are you doing now man? Do you like seriously dont know. Dont cha knwo whatever you do affects my mood. Seeing you smile, just lifts me up the entire day. Seeing your i-dont-give-a-damn attitude, Just fuucking piss me off. Like, yeah. i dont know you, but sometimes i really cant controla nd hold it back anymore. ILYTD. Ugh.

Hellohellos ;D! How are yall doing? ^^,)x
Hmmm, i got a new phoneee (: ! W995. x3 ;
Woohoo. Damn song lah! Cherish* Hehheh, ;p



Hellohellos ;D!

Kinda feel like using the computer now,
so came to blogblog awhile ;DDD

I am listening to I gotta feeling
by Black Eye Peas now. Damn nice.
Suddenly feel addicted to this song.

Hahaha, like suddenly damn sian,
dont know do what. omg, stone-ing.
-.- like dont know what happen to me.
Hmmm, shall tell you my schedule for the week.
Last Friday: Stayed in school til 630, didnt go out.

Last Saturday: Went to Kerens Birthday partehh ;D

Last Sunday: Went out with Vanessa Twinnie. <3

Monday: Went out with Wenhui and Jieqi,
Saw Junliang and his sister in JP(:

Tuesday: Did Lit homework and Mugged Science.
About half of the day, then went to run treadmil.
RAN THREE KILOMETRES. SONG UH <3

Today: Went to run in Chengsoon garden with Wenhui,
EARLY IN THE MORNING, WOKE UP AT 730.

Noon went out with Rachel, Amelia and Daniel.
Shopped at Ion, Taka, Wisma and Borders.


Ahwells, Im bored! DD; Going off. POOFF!

`Babe, what happened? Youve been affecting
my mood these days. We were so close, and I felt
like we were rly connected, but What happened?

-Hope tonight will be a good night.




HEYHEYHEYY ;DD!

Sorry ): i know i have not post like, in a month :X
So I am here to post right now. Heehee (: (:
Well, Term three ending soon,
So many things to do in the last week of school.
Presentation, Essay and Literature FA.

Ugh, -.- i dont know why they must
cramp everything during the last three days.

Hmmm, butbut, Ive done my revision (:
Yeahp, and Of course finally here to post muh ;X

Hehhh, hmmm, these days been
thinking alotalot. Hmmm, about life.

Especially yesterday where i had to take train
for 40 minutes back to bukit batok ALONE.
-.- stupid JIANHOA pangseh me. ;X
No luh, also made me think alot.
Hmmm, like most of us, i guess, during
primary school = the period where we were kids.

Not say now we not kids anymore luh ;X
But like, i feel everyone's growing up now.
we're all learning to be independent now.

Hehh, glad about it too luh. (: (:
Okay, i really dont know what to say.

See you, Pikaboo! >.^

♥/

Hellohellohellos ;D
Hmmm, today whole day mug.

thn i chiong revise IHSS,
thn finish alr, realised tomorrow
is Chinese Zuo Wen FA?!. omg.

thn is like, wth. i spent so much
time on IHSS luh! @ thn after tht
still go Cousin's birthday partehhhh.

LOL. nevermind luh ;x ._.
just hope wont fail can alr ;D.

Today after eating at Cousin's,
We all played Pictionary. Nicenice (:
Fun sia. we play til @@ mad.

hahaha, thn we 4 v 4, omg sia.
We played two rounds, lost two rounds.

._.x! we lost cause of the dice-throwing
our group macham no luck like tht, always
throw, get 1, 2 point dehs. but the other
group is like, always get 4, 5, 6 points. wth?!

hahaha, but nevermind luh.
it was fun luh ;DD. hoho (: (:
Hope can play together again.

Ahwells, its late. Im going off now.
;DD See yall. Tahtah. (: [To audi ;x]



Heyheyhey ;D
Hoho. My blog whole new look.
so long never deal with my skin alr.

My previous skin last time do
so long sia, then dont bear to change.
But after tht very sian alr, so change lor(:

Ohwells, im quite satisfied ;D.
:X at least today whole day do skin
never not worth it (: (: *Phewwh/.

To Laopo.

Hey dearie (: just wanna say like,.
Uhm, dont do anything against your wishes.

Like, hmmm, dont force yourself to do
anything you dont want to do, alrights? (:

Smiles luh okay. I love youxs. ^^,)x
`&, wanna let you know im always here ♥.

Ahhs, *sigh of relief. Today chiong
do blogskin, even skipped my lunch sia.
hahaha. so happy finish doing alr (: (:

But is like, i feel ._. sia. its like,
i today suppose to chiong mugging
and doing homework dehs nor. but in the
end i did not lor. thn is like, feel very the ._.!

hawhaw, aye. tomorrow thn chiong buhs.
cause of some reasons, i also mood swing today.

But after tht btr liaoxs luh, so yeah (:
Okay buhs. I go audi alr ;D Tahtah ^^,)x.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ).

HELLOHELLO! (: (:
hawhaws, today suppose
to complete homework, end
up playing audi til now. :DDDD

thn after this post gonna go
down to eat dinner with mum alr. (:

aye, just found out something,
thn felt so hurt &emo-ed luh. hais.
wth? whatever. not gonna care luh.

&&&hmmm, by thee wayy (: (: (:
Its my first brother's birthday today!
♥ ♥ Hearts youuu, Happy Birthday Bro! :D

okay luh, my mum is back from
her golf competition alr ._. time
for dinner :D hahaha, see yall (: (:

Though Penang was fun,

Bu t i mis s ed si nga por e w hen i am in p en ang ♥♥

Hello :D well, got news for felicia. but dont know what will she react. its for her to know &for fishie to tell. hahaha. : p sabo fishie * eheh. listening to blogsong. ay ay, its superduper nice dehs okay. wahsian, played audi for like idk, 3h? then so sian alr. then come back msn then, decided to post. :D x.x i miss babe D: rly rly D: suddenly super miss her. im doubting my gender LOL. :X nah. just that, suddenly miss her lor. (: i think she finish training alr lah, but too tired went to rest bahs. x.x so poor thing. always go so early for training, then she end up have to clean the hall all by herself. x/3 Babe Heart Pain For Ya): tell you dont go so early alr mahs. so tiring D: well, back to msn :D x3 . ttyl. `look forward, my dear.

what the hell lor. everyone all bu yao talk to me. so sibei sian. now, listening song lor. what can i do. wahsian, i feel like going out now : / just now, 2nd brother called me on the phone. ask me go 3rd floor; &said emergency. i thought what happened. i go to mum room. guess what i saw. i saw my mum face all red. and 2nd brother talking blurblur. my 3rd &1st brother also there lah. then i go over to 2nd brother ask what thing. he ask me want play blackjack bo. then after that, my mum like siaosiao. then i realised. omfg. she drank &drunk-ed. wtf? then i noticed. my brothers &mum all face red. wth you dont know, when theyre drunk, they go mad. espescially mum. she uh. siao lor. that time she thought me is my dad ._. and wth. you dont wanna know what happened after that x.x i tio shocked &scared when i see all red. then i scream : `ohmygoodness. i dont want play.` and i zhao-ed LOL. ohmygoodness. i just heard my mum scream ~ wahlau ?! i at 2nd floor?! @@ so loud. wth LOLLL. kiahsilang ._. sibei sians. all bo talk suddenly. i go audi lah, sua.

back home from ahma house. my 3rd brother zhao first lor. i wanted to come home use pc dehs, but i pei my relatives &ahma for awhile lor. well, actually going to bkt timah plaza with mum &1st brother dehs. but i came home cause to talk to SOME PEOPLE, then dk why mei you reply msn -.-! wahlau. shouldnt have come home first lah. ... make me so dulan. i ask van audi with me, she say want bubp. wahlan. all zhao. i come home for? shouldve followed mum &1st brother. can go choose trackmil. damn it lah. sua lah. used to it. always alone./

HELLO! :D IM BACK FROM MALACCA :D missed me? (: well, i missed yall you know D: hmmm, many things to write today :/ okay lets start with the birthday partehhh on o5. well, BBQ(: but did not eat a bit. and left :X all the friends felt it was way to awkward to stay there with birthday girl's family &relatives. x.x okay. o6 &o7. oh my freaking god. :X you know, i hate the villa that we stayeddddd :/ and luckily stayed for just a night mannnn x.x LOL. its haunted :/ well, okayokay. change subject ._. hair stand alr lahhh omfg. thenthen, played golf, fun but was raining, play til pek. actually there got a carnival, Gold Cart &Archery and stuffs. wanted to play. but saw that the gold chart so ._. ! then never play. besides, other fun games right, we dont have enough time to play. alright. this trip, for me, is like a family bonding ^^.)x never had so much fun as a family so long alr. :D x3 well, things happened in these 3days, i got cut abit lah :x not so long. later going to ahma house celebrate cousins birthday(: for now, audi LOL. `make it clear. cause you can only have one.

HELLO! :D paiseh whole day was out, til night then got to use the computer. well, sorry for the late reply-tags DDDDD: wahsian, whole day didnt audi &msn. :D but at least i exercised todayyyyyyyy. GOLF :D but hor, exercise &what? today had dinner with family. -.- and ohmygoodness, you dont know what my family eats every time we dine together :/ hahaha, some people know :D some dont. anyway. wahsian. D: ate super full todayyyyy, but anyway, we're getting a trackmill. soonest by next week(: YEEEPEEEEEEE. by that time, me &my three brothers will be fighting over for the new trackmill :/ and after 1month, i guess we wont be touching it anymore LOL! nahhh, i think we will still use it. hmmm, today eat so full, my stomach super pain, super bushufu D: but then, dont feel like sleeping so early. my brothers &mum owning the KTV room now -.-!!! i thought can watch taiwan drama before i sleep sia. sua lor, computer x3. hmmm, andand, the o6 &o7 will be in Malaysia. :D x3 excited. hmmm, i think will try to use as much computer as i can now, cause o6 &o7 not freee alr, plus tomorrow going to Friend's brithday party ._. then come home, packpack some go Malaysia stuff, and go supper with dad. :D and maybe, sleep early bahs. morning at o6 will play golf :DDDDD. then check into Resort,Villa. wooots. excited about the Villa. x3 yeah we own it man! alright. ill stop here. ill chiong audi. x3 miss me when im gone guys! ---ahhYAN-x3

Hello deariexs. hahaha, woke up at 1 today._. and i ate lunch with mum. ehehhhh :p CHICKEN CHOP ! x3 `YEEPEE. With Chilli Sauce All Over the Chop &French Fries. ohmygoodness, Heaven * :DDD! hahaha, actually planned to go shopping with mum, but shes busy cause of chiewpang. stupid chiewpang, ruin my plans @@! well, and i dont know why, im starting to love mangoes x.x in two days, i ate 4 omfg! 2each day every after meals ._. hahahha, x3 MANG GUO ! ahwells, im done here. will be posting another one today later, i guess. AHYAN ! x3

Baby im disappointed in you, its what you said. you lied. and how could you. i trusted you. and i stepped back for ya. but i guess you rather to not be tied down. i was blind. and i swear im cryin' for you. we should leave each other alone,. Baby, rly, i thought you were the one. `you touched, and knew my heart had turned into ice. and, youre complete without me by your side. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Hellohello. ohmygoodness lah. stupid blog! before this, i posted lor! then they say cannot complete my request. then damn it, they never save my post. idiot man! i posted quite a long one lah. but nevermind. not very important anyway :D hmmm, now at msn with Alvin. (: ohmygoodness, to think we spent a year together, we didnt know each others hobby -.-! he liked reading &i loved singing. we didnt knowwww :/ hahaha! but nevermind. we're both happy what we are now, yeah Alvin? :DDDDDDDDDD Oh, and, ive been finding a song called wei qianggg. ._. i find so long you know! youtube bo, sogou bo. andand, finally found it at imeem :D time for yall to hear it. its super niceeee lahhhhhhhhhhh(: shiet it man. i gotta jio some friends out these days. im freaing bored at home. and i need more exercise now._. its a *eat-computer-eat-computer-eat* routine everyday ugh! so bored. o.o! yeepeee. babe talk to me. seeee you :D ill post soooonn tomorrow, i thinkk. --Nn- ♥

hellohello(: wah today i chiong edit template. again &again, tired mannn. i keep doing til i think its perfect for me. Babe was chionging, making skins too. she also wanted the word perfection. :D it was fun. hahaha, its like so cute &funneh x3. anyway, today did not do much. just that im sick : / terrible soarthroat &flu all coming down alr._. i feel horrible. but yeah, stayed at home lor :DD actually wanted to play audi with Babe dehs, but audi patch sia ._. then keep extending time. wahsians norh. thats how we started to want the word perfection. hahaha. wahseh, i dont know i spent how much time on blogskin lor! now alr 7.15 pm wahlau! mum intercom act cute sia she, then ask me faster come down for dinner. okay maybe she was calling my brother lah i dont know. but most likely is him lah >.> ahwells, my eyes are dying. hahaha, better go down now. later she keep intercom-ing til i die lah : / --Nn- ♥

HELLO(: heres my post that Fishie wanted(: Are you happy now, Fishie? -.- Where got never update my blog lor! stupid fishie. i everyday post can -.- say i never update. you then lor -.- :D hmmm, i now talking to felicia, twin(: hahaha, but im also good dehs okayyyy, imissyou, honey vanvan D: faster come home =/ i sound like her hubby awaiting her to come home sia. LOL :X well, its true what. shes the honey im the pancake. (: cheers. nevermind. she must be enjoying her time of her life there right now ._. now there is o9oo or o7oo :X i forgot there is 1h earlier or later than singapores time sia ._. ahwells, ill return to msn :D --Nn- ♥

HELLOOOOOO :D hahaha, today mood super good(: really sia, doing some exercise can make your mood better. and for me, its been a long time since i really sweat-ed out. :/ eheh, i cycled with Rachel, my neighbour. :D and it was super song lah. i so long never breath in my neighbourhood's air alr ._. only aircon these few days, locked myself up at home all day x.x finally, i watched finish my hongkong drama. Wars of In-laws 2(: shiok man. nicenice. [A] GRADE ^^,)x but then, i dont deny i keep wna chiong finish the show :/ hahaha. now that i watched finish, time for another drama LOLOL! okay, ya know why. the other day, my brother chiewpang go west mall buy HOT SHOT mahs, then alot dramas having discount LOL okay maybe, i should say its the entire shop's VCDs DVDs CDs having discount. cause, now spore gonna come out this new Blue something whatever thing, like a newer version for CDs, DVDs, etc. yeah, so next time DVDs and all will be outdated. i think now they trying to sell all of these faster, or else next time people wont buy alr. ._. then my brothers bought alot dramas, ohmygoodness can! i at home still have 4dramas havent watch then they buy new one. omfg. especially the HOT SHOT x3 now my brother chionging HOT SHOT sia -.-! usually he very active dehs, cannot sit down do nothing dehs, and he spent these few days locked in the room watching then i was like WAH. so unlike him :X now waiting for Fishie to come online and go audi together. not like samantha cann-.- pangseh kia. just now we talk then i go shower then he say he go audi first. humph D: badbad lah. :D today my post seemed long ._.x hahaha, --Nn- ♥

hello dearies(: heexsxs. im so bored man. LOL. vanessa darling jsut now said she was blogging-.- then i left her alone. then now i started blogging, she come te-te-teng me LOLOLOL ! Yayyyy. no moodswing alr. back to normal state (: happyhappy. the smileys back :D lovelovelove`. x3 eheheh ! -.- that vanvan, there te-te-teng me again LOL hahaha, she said she preferred me calling her vanvan LOLOL :X yeah she said that :/ muahahaha! (: x3 my honaye. cause, shes my honaye, to my pancake :D love her truck loads. andand, love samantha x 10 truck loads tooo LOL. OKAY, THAT WAS, EXTRA, SUPER EXTRA LOR LOLLLL. hmmm, well, im finding songs, nice songs babe. its like, ugh, after listening to jaychous songs for a thousand time, im bored alr. Yawn* :X. well, now his new alvum right, ohmygoodness x.x i kinda hate it cause when he sings, i have this feeling that hes acting cute lah zomfg. :/ not that hes not cute lah. but then, i really admire him(: i dont deny; ' He Is Talented. well, found some not-so-bad songs man :D yeepeeeeeeeee (: loveeeeee,. and its so cute :X ill try to let yall hear it if i can find them in imeem :D --Nn- ♥

boreddddddddd. no one pei wo. pm jer no reply, pm samantha also no reply, was talking to felicia but she went to maple. alvin busy, omfg mann. &im alone, at home=.= sighsighsigh. wahlau eh, again, jaychous songs are making me moooodyy, ohgosh, mood swing. what the freak. ... *someone dont need me alr lor. ._. stupidd. im jealous, yeah im jealous lah. ... and he doesnt know. what the hell cannnn! ALONE AT HOME. I FEEL FREAKING BORED. ugh. freak sia. feel like sweating out, go ecp or somewhere~ over the rainbow -.- siansiansiansiansiansiansian lah. stupid somone*, whether im here or not also dk. he got other people can alr lahhhhhh -.-! -.- shiet. mood swing, and feel like crying -.- boredom is driving me crazy, --Nn- ♥

hellohello(: wahlau, shiet it man, im suddenly being sensitive over stupid things, and what the hell, feel like crying. i dont know leh, what happened, why, i also dont know ._. diedie lahhhhhhhhh. wish it will stop soon mannn. sigh, then its like jaychou's song making it worse. but then, i want hear LOL. sighsighsigh D: what the hell. dont know what happened, then someone* never talk to me alr. bored lah ! -.- now talking to alvin :D -.- okay lor please, i tell him about the sensitive thing, he first time in 1yearplus, said he understood how im feeling LOL. but still, glad hes there for me as a friend now. boredboredbored. audi is so sian without friends, this, i agree with alvin (: -.-! when im sad or something, i always feel like blogging, cause it keeps me company :D just now without alvin hor, felt so lonely lah LOL. okay doesnt meant that i needed him :X :X :X :X! okay im glad that hes here for me lah LOL. hmmm, i feel we friends better than being a couple mannn. at least dont need worry about what trust things &blahs LOL. hahaha. well, i told him that, he agreed too, he said, when friends, we communicate better (: YEAH :D. agreeeeee well, ill stop here. x3 --Nn- ♥

wahlau. so pekcek lah. jer uh, why you so petty-.-! wahlau eh, you make me&sam&twin so dulan lor. ... what the hell. and where i dont have care you, i care everyone can. i rly understand how you feel lah, wahlau, you just dont believe me, -.-! hope you faster patch up with her. wahlau eh, i rly care lah, dont angry alr lah. --Nn- ♥

HELLOHELLO (: hahaha, todays a tiring day ._. man, i went out at 1030am in the morning til 730pm. ohmygoodness. hahaha, went to vivo with Angel. then its like so boredd there enjoy the wind on top and went to sentoooooh-sa (: eheh, tired man! tsk wahlau, i whole day confused, &i came home still confused -.- thenthen so bored, wish samantha's online -.- missss lah. zomfg. =.= leg pain, lols. but then so happy, whole day never eat until, drank PEPSI :D , only. thenthen, wooots, though tired, but i guess i enjoyed myself. hmmm, ohmygooodnesss. im starting to feel more &more bored now. D: sadsadsad lah ): `Y EE PE EEE E. I B ROK E TH E R EC OR D FO R 11Y EA RS, MY BR OTHE R'S PSLE S COR E 204, BY 1M ARK. HA HAH A. &GOT INTO SOTA. W OOTS (: --Nn- ♥

ohmygoodness. i so regret saying ____ made me feel better LOL. :X not true not true zomfg. lols! hmmm, good luck for tomorrow everyoneee. JIAYOU BTPSIAN o8` PRIMARY6 ! (: get into the school you dream babyyyy. iloveyousxs, &im gonna miss youuxsxs toooo D: hahaha, i bet many people cant get to sleep tonight, even the parents, brothers, sisters, cousins, aunts, uncles, ahmao ahgou also worried LOLOL lovelovelove. D: --Nn- ♥

`i need you booo, i gotta see you booo. :D (: hellohello. hahaha. yeahpsxsxs. im singing again :D one day dont sing will die, serious ._. ehehhh. singing always make my dayyyyyyyy x3 hmmm, today seemed alright ._. (the day has just started anyway LOL) lolols. see how it goes bahs. but i guess it will be alright i knowwww, &i guarantee. WHY? :D :X secretttt. ; Lalalah. i hope to solve *this soon. in the process of waiting. // muhahaha. today i feel so evil :X lols. &, i saw PRISCILLA-DAR's display name in msn, yeah i agree so too ._. zomfg but, we . are . starting . to . miss . homework . @@. and i know the reason why im starting to audi-mad again =\ cause bo liao mahs, nothing to do -.- no homework, no school, & We got out-of-control, okay me*. lols. its like, wow in 1day, the threeee numbers written on the result will change our lives all &change to dont know what. LOL. ' highlight the yellow section to read :X cannot see &i know :D. `` im still hoping i can get into SOTA :D on the result slip, there will write, whether i got in. -.- purposely make those want to go into SOTA worried &ganchiongggggg. --Nn- ♥

HELLOHELLOHELLO. oh right now, im sianing. ive just audi-ed. ohmygoodness. im like, starting to audi-mad again. for almost 3days alr :/ LOL. today's the third dayyy. hahaha. i just talked to wendyjiejie -.- seconds ago. over msn : D. hmmm, talk abitabit nia. she has to bathe. i think she going out bahs. :D eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ohmygoodness. `VANESSA TWIN-DARLING . WHERE ARE YOU -.-! tsk, wahlau eh! yesterday pangseh me in audi ! D: Oh, Hahaha ! you hated club :X hahaha, its a little, yucky, &i know youre disgusted, but then after awhile youll get used to it lah :/ Muhahaha. you wont believe what im thinking right nowwwwwww : D evil laugh * :X . eh wahlau eh ): faster come online -.-! -.- LOR! YOU TAKE MY NUMBER, BUT I DONT HAVE YOURS ! @#$%^&*@#$%^&* you die liaoxs lor :p im waiting for youuuu :D not to love me back, but play with me audiiii . LOL ^^,)x -.- @@ ! really sian-ing. zomfg. --Nn- ♥

HELLOOOO (: muhahaha. im here to post about, VANESSA DARLING :D post her evil doings. heh heh heh . evil laugh* well, today, VANESSA DARLING SAID SHE WAS A LESBO. Wahkahkahkahs. :/ nah, not true lah. hmmm, only one thing she did: SH E B U LLY ME ! D: `how. she say dont want play audition with me! ): humph. LOLOL. uh waitwait uh, i go ask her again :x hahaha. she say never link her. LOLOL. my bad! i linked her as Marcia, hahaha! paiseh, marcia new audi friend lai dehs :/ i re-write. sorrysorry :x well, i better get going. see you later (: love you. ` --Nn- ♥

i was foolish. i was silly. i was stupid. to think youll come back to me. you didnt cry, you werent sad, in fact, i felt you were happy, when i left. i know you felt it, yes i do, cause you felt relieved, when our love died. im emotional. im agitated. im terrified, to be hurt again. thats why i chose, to go on seperate ways. with you, i laughed, i cried, i smiled, i was sad. of course i was happy, but my tears was 10 000 more than the happiness we shared. however, it was my fault, it was my wrong-doings, from what i say, now im gonna pay. i thought i strong enough, to see you leave. but it wasnt true, cause i miss you. you thought i was persistent, on leaving you right from the start, though you gave me another chance, your love for me wasnt not the same when we first met. if you think im better off without you, youre wrong, cause, youll never truly understand, how deep is my love for you. Now that your heart had flown away, and your free not being tied down, just leave without me. woaini. `missing you is painful. --Nn- ♥

HELLOHELLO! IM BACK FROM HOKKAIDO. i know people miss me like truck loads can /: EGO ! : p hmmm, i took pictures, manymany uh! ill let yall se if yall want :D andand, i brought many presents home for everyoneeeeee. HA PP Y? E HE H! anyway, glad to be back. ugh. the plane was horrible. super long didnt take alr, plus two planes back sia. from hokkaido to tokyo, &from tokyo to singapore. one 1h15min, one 7h30min D: OH M YG OSH IE . LOLOLS. i have a friend, Yong Jie, met him in the tour group in Hokkaido, he cannot tahan, vomitted two times. hope hes alright now. well, today seem tired. &zomfg! i grew fatter from japan! everyone in the group said so. 2kg up up . Zomfgggggg lahhhhhhh. then ask mum go golf with me, golf alr then swim. see lah. she so late come back, now sky darkdark, then say chiewpang got training at 7, then everything gone. always like that. E MP TY P ROM ISE S if she hadnt go to ahma house, wouldnt be late, wouldnt be late, the sky wont dark, the sky wont dark &its earlier, can at least go swimming or golf. swimming or golf finish early, got time fetch chiewpang go. see lah. everything die lah. I WANT LOSE WEIGHT LAH. idiot. SIBEI DULAN LAH. PISSED OFF . bth, mood swing. see you. --Nn- ♥

Hello ! (: sorry, previously, my blog was edited wrongly &went :/ well, now ive changed my blogskin. more lively &colourful. suit me better :D besides, i was tired of the old "the love grows deeper each day" cause it wasnt true, hahaha. felt it grew fader each day. not now anyway :X Oh, today's the 4th. ill be flying off tomorrow morning, Early morning ._. dad said have to wake up at 5. rather not, i may be not sleeping tonight. cant get to sleep too. eheh! i have to help chiewpang rip songs into his computer first. 100000000 over CDs. what the fabulous can! @@ tortureeeee. hahaha. well, can dont need so many lah, but rip the songs finish before going to hokkaido is a mustmust. hahaha. DE MAN D IN G . uhhh, ill be back on the 11th. school on 12th lah :/ muhahhaha. they say hokkaido will be cold. from 6-14 degree O.O! i hate the coldwear. make me look fatter._. so i told my mum i didnt need it. ill just wear more, &bring more sweater there. actually, i know youll be wondering where my posts went. hmmm, it disappeared. HAHAHA! no lah, is, cause that time i blogging mahs. i posted the post. then dont what happened, ... blahs ... on &on... .... then i deleted my blog, created a new one, used the same url again whoa! :D yeah. changed blogskin, ya! lolols. lazy say the process of why-no-posts. eeeeeeeee. im feeling tired. i packed my whole entire cupboard &cabinets today. i took out my WHOLE ENTIRE ASSETS, my clothes. hehehe. &packed &stacked nicely. rearranged the places. like, where my 3/4 pants, long pants, skirts, t shirts, more formal shirts the place-ings. hahaha, rearranged them all. lolols. :/ phew. tired. then chiewpang still there nagnag like grandmother ask me rip songs, still ask me whether want go cycle with him &basil ._. that time just finish raining, floor is went, still cycle uh. want me die. i dont want slide &fall. i think i better start rip-ing the songs right now. at least before i fall asleep, i did it right, i rip-ed :/ hahaha. cheatcheat mahs. :p see you. --Nn- ♥